No matter what I’m doing I always find myself thinking about you. Today I thought about how much I hurt you and you still stayed with me, I thought about how much I crave you’re attention and how much I miss you.
You’re still in my life but it’s not the same because you’re not mine anymore, it’s been nearly two months since we broke up I don’t feel any better I still want you. I want you more than ever right now I want to talk about our kids and how you’ll have to pick their names otherwise they’ll all be named after me but we can’t have that conversation anymore.
I hate that I’m always sad and going back over everything I have that somehow relates to you. I can’t think about you without getting sad and I should be happy and telling people how amazing my girlfriend is but instead Im spending two hours telling someone all about my ex. You really shouldn’t be my ex, you were supposed to be my forever. I miss you, I love you.
Y ou can’t change yourself, so don’t even try. I know that’s not what the infomercials and self-help seminars tell you. But fuck it. They’re wrong. You can’t change. Like a thirsty man in a desert chasing a mirage, or a fat man peering into an empty fridge—there’s nothing there. So stop chasing it. Go do something else instead. Why can’t you change yourself? Because the whole idea of change is an arbitrary construct. It’s something you just made up to make yourself feel good (or bad). Yesterday, I hadn’t written this article. Today, I have. Did I change? Both yes and no are correct answers, depending on how I define change. Technically, you are both always changing and never changing. It just depends on how you look at it. What you decide is change or not is an imaginary line drawn in your head. I could decide that “changing myself” means having a billion dollars. I’ll then sit around beating myself up for not being able to “change” for the rest of my life. Therefore, that’s ...
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